I’m about to lose the battle and cross the line
I’m about to make another mistake
And even though I try to stay away
Everything around me keeps dragging me in I can’t help thinking to myself
What if my time would end today, today, today?
Can I guarantee that I will get another chance
Before it’s too late, too late, too late
Its just a lyric..
But it remind me of something..
at a point of our life,
we'll thinking of changing,
to be a better person from yesterday,
there is something we found it hard to change,
esp something that lie in our blood and vein.
We try hard to make it right,
but the price we need to pay is our heart and soul,
But still, to be a better muslim from yesterday,
we have to do it,
sometimes, it takes a week,
a month, a years...
or maybe, the entire of our live..
If u dont have any lack ,
or everything is smooth for u,
dont think others as u..
U really dont know what they havin through..
when u say,
"look, she just wear a short scarf,
oh im better than her."
U dont even know, how hard she trying to war the scarf,
when her parent against her, and punish her for wearing that.
Or u found someone hot tempered,
then u said,
" Oh im scare of her, i cant stand hot tempered person,
oh please change, u know, u have scared people around u"
but u never know,
she is trying hard, from years before until today,
and she will cry everytime after she got angry.
Then u found someone didnt do her work efficiently,
then u drag everybody to a meeting,
and everyone give a sword to the person,
without trying to understand what is going on.
" U should not do this and that. really shame on u"
But u never understand,
she trying to put everything in her shoulder,
because she know her responsibilities,
she cry over every night and day,
without anyone by her side to lay on.
and what u give is just a sword around her neck.
It will never satisfies anybody,
instead, it hurt more.
to all the changers out there,
dont change for people,
because u will found it hard,
Change for Allah,
He will never let u down.
Never ask what u have now, but what is ur effort.
have faith in Allah.
p/s: nothing to do with me. just for our reminder .. chill ^_^
~only if u know how sweet Allah is~